No better way to start the week than a lovely feeling of rejected- and unwantedness. ‘Twas fun while it lasted I suppose, but me ever actually being happy for once and finding someone to enjoy life with for a while — it was too good to be true after all. Won’t bother with all the details, just the whole “I like you as a friend” thing (how unexpected), guess that sums it all up nicely. Now I probably sound awfully bitter, she’s a great girl and all that, and it’s not exactly her fault, it’s just rather frustrating that’s all. It’s gonna be hard to just be friends and act all happy-like, when all I can probably think about if we spent time together is how I’d like to rip her clothes off. Not really sure how that’s gonna work out too good.

I really do hate writing these feeling-sorry-for-yourself type of things, but I shall do so anyway, as the only thing I can keep thinking about is how it’ll probably be another 23 years until the next time I’ll get a chance to experience something like this again.

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